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Destructive Children

by june gloom

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1.
you can't leave the house without letting me know and you can't do a thing without telling me before you can't do that you can't do that to me did you mean to hurt yourself so bad? did you mean to say those things you did? you'll never see her again you'll never see him again you'll never see them again
2.
Elegy 03:18
this one's about sacred things, about architecture and the spaces between styrofoam walls ain't listening to styrofoam people living within dressed up individuals tryna play the game but they don't know that empty people all look the same so wax that mustache, man that makes me laugh but you'll do worse things than just looking crass you'll clear out spaces, leaving empty tracks you can't take back an act like that but why talk about sacred things when everything sacred is disappearing? my old hometown was a Great City till they filled it all up with condo(r) buildings stacked up down the Boulevard, flashy and plain cities built for empty people all look the same the cause of death is easy to be found the cigarettes, they ash em on the ground the fire it starts will burn the city down down you can't take back an act like that
3.
standing up there like a big man, thinking that we're good friends, could that ever happen? laughing, thinking bout yourself and paying no attention to the lives you ruin cause summer is here and it feels so good to be invasive parading around but they'll only like it if you're paying dancing, up there playing music, tacky and it's stupid i'm just sitting here cause it's my job to listen otherwise i'd ditch this quit your blowing kisses could you be more useless? but summer is here and it feels so good to be invasive parading around but they'll only like it if you're paying in the summer of love they could turn up cause no one amplified it but you're turning up now cause you got nothing, trying hard to hide it
4.
Let me down 02:55
walking out into the scene, not as friendly as it seemed coulda sworn i heard your name coulda sworn i didn't wanna hear that name anymore you did your best and i did something too, i guess but it's not hard to let me down man I wish it was a lie, my expectations were too high coulda sworn it was OK coulda sworn you didn't owe me anything, anymore cause you did your best and i did something too, i guess but it's not hard to let me down
5.
We're out 05:39
if you want extra care you can find it, i know where in the aisle past the stairs but you looked and it's not there then i'm afraid we're out, sir you ask if there's a way around to get it here before you now and then you start to get loud when i tell you that i don't know how and i'm afraid we're out, sir it's not my fault i did my best i even looked in every single aisle i love you so i need you so much please don't hurt me, please don't hate me worst of all cause we're out, sir afraid we're out, sir
6.
TV show 02:37
i tried to play it cool but it wasn't enough it didn't take long for you to call my bluff i guess that's what i get for acting tough and you say it's just like a TV show did you think of that yourself or did they tell you so? is it really that hard to try and grow? i try to get through but what's the use when i'm telling you the truth and you still argue with the truth? is it really that hard to see the proof? and you say it's just like that TV show and i'm thinking that it might be time to go but i could never get out, and i should know
7.
NYC 03:38
"a new career in a new town" it worked for Bowie, maybe it'd work for me so i move to NYC think it's working till I get home at 5:30, looking at the mirror and i say to myself "did you think that if you changed your space, did you think that it would change your place? did you think that you could change your face? did you think that it could be a waste?" am i finally ready to forgive myself now that i've forgiven you? well i don't think so cause i'm still busy dreaming of things and another week and i still don't feel that free and i think to myself "did you think that if you changed your part, did you think that it would change your heart? did you even think it was so wrong? did you think that you could be that strong?"
8.
Love flows 06:39
i'm starting to turn into you it's not the way i look or the way i kiss my hands but the way i choose my words when i talk to our old friends gold blankets form so heavy and warm but now that the bomb's gone off there's more value in things that are soft my love flows out and away from me, leaving me dry my love would rather flow than stay here on my side my love flows out and away from me, leaving me dry my love loves you more than it loves me, i don't know why but that's the way she goes sometimes she goes sometimes she don't
9.
lakes and cheeks and Swings and anything that used to mean we had something these little signs of love have not aged well with time, well not for me cause it's not easy to be someone who reminds me so much, so much of you and can't help but think that if i write more songs like these it won't be right because i know you'd like them most but i won't play them for a ghost "heartbreak is easy," that's what i thought "it's not real grieving, it's not real loss" but now i get it, you died to me a part of me that i never thought would leave i thought it hadn't been too long i thought there would be nothing wrong but when you told me what went on i got that sinking feeling
10.
i watched you pass me by can't say i was surprised till i chased you down, till you turned around and i saw tears in your eyes you're not happy that i came back after all this time? you might say two months isn't quite enough but i think it's just fine "you might say two months isn't quite enough but i think it's just fine" famous last words

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Songs written 2015-2020

Everything played and recorded by Jesse Ray Paller at Artifact Audio
Sounds on 'NYC' by Saapato
Mixed at home during the pandemic
Mastered by Carl Saff

Cover photo by Marcie Paller, featuring Joey Paller

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released October 1, 2021

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